The World of Naruto is full of maliciousness

remote laboratory

Kain was dissecting Qingsei's cells. His eyes were filled with excitement and resentment. He kept saying, "As expected, he is that person's child. The cells actually have this ability. .1kanshu"

But in the next moment, the expression on his face turned ferocious again. "But, this trash actually recovered his sanity by relying on these, and even himself has been transformed a lot."

But not long after he finished saying this, the emotion in his eyes changed again, and the excitement and excitement in it overflowed. "If things go on like this for a long time, he will definitely become another kind of existence, and he will also be very powerful. After all, it is the power she gave him." !”

"But this ability was obviously created by Orochimaru-sama with great effort. The only person who can obtain this power is me!!!"

He seemed to be split in two, half happy and half resentful, because now he had both the excitement and greed that Qingsi could recover with Hui Youling's cells, and also hidden deep jealousy and resentment. Like the best things are ruined by the filthiest people.

Hui Youling rushed to this place without any pause. Her rapid breathing was still unsteady. Looking at the closed door, her heart palpitations came again.

She pushed open the door, and the light from outside the door shone to that side. She saw Kain dissecting Qingsi. From her hidden sight, she could still see that Qingpu's organs were exposed. The bloody scene was so similar. She had seen it in herself more than once.

She froze in place, her heart seemed to burst. Qingsi's chakra was like a candle fluttering in the wind, helpless and fragile. Maybe it would go out in the next moment, and he would disappear completely.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Hui Youling's suppressed anger completely exploded.

"Cain! You are looking for death!!!"

Kain looked back happily when he heard the familiar voice, but before he could turn around, Hui Youling appeared in front of him, and a small hand grabbed his neck.

In just a moment, he felt that his brain was deprived of oxygen. Hui Youling actually pinched the artery in his neck. How hard was it...

Kain's eyes rolled up uncontrollably, his tongue slipped out of his mouth, saliva dripped down, his body couldn't help twitching, his ferocious face really destroyed all his hypocrisy, she had planned it in her heart a long time ago Despite the way he died, she always remembered that death by suffocation was the most painful.

"Hui Youling!!" A familiar hoarse voice came, and there seemed to be some anger in the tone.

Even without turning around, she knew who the owner of the voice was, and this realization made her even more uncomfortable.

喝…

As if a low growl came from her throat, suppressed anger filled her entire chest. Hui Youling gritted her teeth and lowered her head deeply.

Every time there was a scuffle, she always warned herself not to be swayed by one emotion. She also reminded herself all the time that crying, anger, or fear were all things that would hasten her death.

Since a long time ago, she has always been surrounded by too many negative emotions. If she doesn't let her heart become colder, she will one day be unable to bear it all. She has tried her best not to care about it and not to recall those things, even Just "forget" everything.

Now it seems that there is no meaning after all. She has not forgotten or stopped caring. She just locked everything in her heart, like a cold current hidden deep in her heart. Whenever something touches that Lock, the chill and pain that was left out would engulf her.

Tightening the lock again and again only made the cold temperature even lower. She thought she could protect herself in this way, but in fact it was just a cover-up.

But she was still used to covering up everything, used to hiding her true emotions, and used to appear in front of others in the most suitable appearance.

she…

He still stopped what he was doing, stiffened his knuckles and slowly released the hand that was holding Kain's neck.

Kain, who still looked ferocious, fell to the side of Eyou Ling, like a rag doll.

His blank brain has not recovered for a long time, and he looks like a paralyzed patient, twisting and falling to the ground in a weird posture.

Hui Youling closed her eyes tightly, her clenched fists trembling slightly. She could only suppress the emotions emerging from her heart, whether it was anger or sadness, she had to hide them all.

She turned around and called slowly, "Orochimaru-sensei."

The plain expression on her face returned to its previous appearance, and her dark eyes seemed to have no sadness, no joy, no sadness or resentment.

Orochimaru's cold gaze stared at her closely, and there seemed to be death and disappointment in those cold snake eyes. This look was once so familiar, and it was really a long time since he saw it.

In the past, she would only be scared when she saw this look, because it was full of contempt for the strong and even denial of her own existence.

Even though she was no longer afraid of this look later on, deep down in her heart she didn't want to see this look in Orochimaru's eyes again. Even if the person was no longer her, even if there was no fear in her heart, the disappointment inside was really hers. Unbearable, even fearful.

Maybe she was still the timid person at the beginning, afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being wiped out of her fragile life. Maybe her wandering and fearful heart had never disappeared. She could only hold on to Orochimaru, the life-saving grass, just like Just like that woman, even if she could be rescued, she would not give up her short-term stability.

but…

She clearly understood what she wanted and worked hard for it. She was different from that woman, and she had to be different from that woman. She had forced herself to grow, how could she be beaten all of a sudden? Back to the original situation, how could she be so capable...

but…

Today's incident really made her a little confused, and she didn't understand it at all.

She really couldn't figure out why things turned out like this. Whether it was Kain's wanton behavior of kidnapping young people or Orochimaru's look, it was Kain who was clearly in the wrong. He was the cause of all this. Why did Orochimaru He just blamed her, even disliked her.

This kind of confusion and desolation is like being abandoned alone on a drifting ship. The thick fog blocks all the surroundings, and you can't see your way out. All you can feel is the swaying hull and the sadness deep in your heart.

It's just...the only thing I can understand is that the Qing Private Association's transformation has a lot to do with me.

This self-blame enveloped her deeply, and together with the unspeakable sadness, it seemed that it would swallow her up and crush her. Never before had she found that so many negative emotions could arise in her heart, and it was even more uncomfortable than when she was seriously injured.

Under this gaze, all that remained in her heart was grievance and resentment. Even if she wanted to hide it as usual, she couldn't do it.

Uncontrollable sadness and discomfort spread throughout her body, and every part of her body was wailing. The unexpressed grievance turned into tears and fell from her eyes.

She... doesn't want to be strong anymore...