Reborn 1990: Running towards the life of a housewife

"...Where's the money? I lent it to some of your bad friends again!"

"...They have a car, a house, and a happy family, and you need to pity them? Who can be as pitiful as us!"

"Lin Yao is already a sophomore, and our family is still renting a house in this shabby place! When you lent the money, did you ever think about your wife and children at home!?"

"Lin Zhe! I've tolerated you for 27 years! You still won't change your ways! I can't survive this life! Divorce!"

"Mom, are you really divorced from dad?... It's up to you, don't feel sorry for us..."

"...Who are you looking for? What kind of marriage? Why are you getting married?...Forget it, leave me alone, I will never get married in this life."

Shen Xiaojun's head was so painful that he lay on the bed with his eyes closed. He raised his hand and tapped his tight forehead.

She had been dreaming all night, and her dream was repeating what happened yesterday over and over again.

After having a big fight with Lin Zhe and going through divorce procedures, the phone call from Lin Wei and what was revealed on the phone...

She twitched the corner of her mouth sadly, feeling sore and uncomfortable in her heart. She was fine now. The 27-year marriage was over. He could do whatever he wanted from now on. No one would care about him or nag in his ear anymore. He was liberated, and so was he.

I just feel very sorry for my three children. My youngest son has not graduated from college, and my two daughters are now grown up, but they have no expectations for marriage. This is all caused by her failed marriage with their father.

She plans to call and talk to several children today. Although her marriage has failed, she still hopes that her children can be happy...

"Wow...wow..."

Just as she was fumbling for the phone on her pillow, a loud cry of a baby could be heard beside her.

How can there be crying?

Shen Xiaojun suddenly opened his eyes and looked to his side!

This is!here it is……

She didn't care about anything else, suppressed the shock in her heart, quickly sat up straight, picked up the child next to her, patted and shook it gently.

The little baby puckered his mouth in grievance, with tears hanging on his face, humming and humming in her arms.

Shen Xiaojun subconsciously unbuttoned his chest and pushed it forward. The baby pouted his mouth and sucked his food contentedly.

She reached out and touched his sweaty hair, then opened her eyes wide and looked around in shock.

Strange yet familiar, it was also a place she would never forget.

This is a bedroom that looks dark due to lack of light.

A white mosquito net is hung on the peeling wooden frame bed, and a bamboo mat is spread under the body. When you move, you can hear the "sizzling" sound of the straw pressed firmly under the mat. The sound of the straw should be Newly replaced soon.

Opposite the bed is a cabinet painted with red paint. On the cabinet is a 14-inch black and white TV. Next to the TV is a green-cased voltage regulator, which is needed when watching TV at night. stable voltage.

One side of the cabinet is next to the wall, and on the other side stands a large wardrobe of the same color with double doors. The "Flowers and Birds of the Four Seasons" is painted on the cabinet door, symbolizing prosperity throughout the year.

She didn't need to get out of bed to look, but she knew that behind the bedroom was a kitchen. In the kitchen, there were two stoves built side by side in the corner, one burning wood and the other burning coal.

There is a small shallow pool built with bricks on the right side of the stove. The used water is poured into the pool and flows along the hole in the corner to the sewer outside. There is a water press in the small pool, and the water pipes are connected. A well not far behind the wall.

There is an old long table in the kitchen that serves as a countertop, and an old cabinet that has been used for who knows how many years is placed on the countertop.

In front of this bedroom is her dining room. There is a round table and four chairs in the hall. There are two large cabinets, one high and one low, next to the wall, which contain the family's food.

This is a rectangular 'suite', divided into three rooms, namely the dining room, bedroom, and kitchen. The corridor is on the right. Each room is separated by a curtain made of linen and has no real door.

Not to mention the door, even the partition wall is made of sparsely woven bamboo pieces. And because of the fear of shading, only half of the wall between the bedroom and the dining room is separated. There is still a meter left on it to prevent the bedroom from being blocked. It's like a black hole.

There is another layer above her head, the lowest part is less than 1.6 meters, and the highest part is less than two meters. Rows of wood are driven into the walls on both sides. One side is cut relatively flat to the ground, and the other side is not processed. The wooden surface serves as the ceiling on the first floor.

This 'floor' leads directly from the dining room to the kitchen at the back. On the side next to the kitchen is the firewood stored at home, and on the other side is a bed and a small table. The place to go downstairs is in the dining room, against the wall. There was a ladder made of wood, and next to it was the only window in the house.

There is also a ladder over the kitchen. If you want firewood, go up there.

There is a door on the left and right sides of the dining room, connecting three other "sets" of rooms with the same layout as here.

Shen Xiaojun is very familiar with this place. She has lived in this place for 15 years. When other people in this big family bought and built houses and left here for many years, their family still lived here until their children were studying. Go to town and rent a house to live.

And this old house collapsed within a few years because it had been unoccupied all year round.

How could she... go back to 20 years ago?

Or is she still dreaming?

But the son who was sucking milk vigorously in her arms and the sounds of livestock and faint voices coming from outside told her that this was not like a dream.

Could it be that she was reborn like the novel written by her second daughter Lin Yue?

But she just took a nap, did not save anyone, did not have a car accident, was only 45 years old and did not reach the end of her life, and just returned to 2015 from 1995 without any warning?

Don't ask her why she knew this was 1995. The son in her arms is the best proof. Her son was born on the first day of May in the lunar calendar, so it should be the beginning of August in the solar calendar.

The room was a little stuffy, so Shen Xiaojun picked up the cattail leaf fan placed next to the pillow and fanned himself.

Could it be that God took pity on her because she had been so miserable in the past 20 years and had too many regrets, so he wanted her to do it again?

Shen Xiaojun twitched his lips, why didn't he let her go back to before she married Lin Zhe?

But then I thought, this is fine, but if she really comes back, what will happen to her three children?

Continue to marry him and have children?

She shook her head and smiled sarcastically. By that time, she probably wouldn't have the courage to do it again.

Although she regretted marrying Lin Zhe, she never regretted giving birth to these three children.

The son in his arms was finally full. He raised his little hands and rubbed his white and tender face. He stared at his mother with his big round eyes and smiled happily with his gums exposed.

Shen Xiaojun k Live well, make money so that you can live a good life, so that you will never be dependent on others in your life, and let you know what happiness is..."

At this point, Shen Xiaojun's nose felt sore and she felt a little unhappy. What she regretted most in her life was not marrying Lin Zhe, but having all three of her children become left-behind children.

She didn't like studying since she was a child. She dropped out of junior high school before graduating from junior high school at the age of 15. She met Lin Zhe at the age of 17 and married him despite her parents' objections at the age of 18. She gave birth to her eldest daughter just after she turned 21, and then gave birth to her second daughter when she was 25. My daughter gave birth to a younger son a few years later. At the age of [-], she was already a mother of three children.

In order to raise her children, she left her two children when her second daughter was only 11 months old and went south to Yangcheng to work with Lin Zhe. She only came back once a year during the New Year. It was not until she became pregnant with her youngest son that she quit her job and went home alone to wait for the birth. When she was [-] years old, she took her younger son south again and sent him to school in Yangcheng. When the younger son was in fifth grade, he was sent back because he had an out-of-town residence and could not attend a public school or take the high school entrance examination. Then, she continued to go south.

During those years, she lived between her family and Yangcheng, and spent much more time in Yangcheng than at home. As a result, her three children became left-behind children, living with their grandparents.

At that time, she thought it was nothing. Her family conditions were like this. If she didn't go south to work, how could she pay for their tuition?What to feed them?

Everyone around me is like this, this is life.

But this kind of running around did not make their family's life much better.

The son is doing better, but the two daughters have been extremely unconfident since childhood, with low self-esteem and poor academic performance. After graduating from junior college, like their parents, they embarked on the road of going south to work.

Shen Xiaojun has seen her eldest daughter nodding and bowing while saying thank you and handing out flyers on the street in the summer. She has seen her second daughter lowering her head in the mall and being scolded by customers. Every time she thinks about this, she regrets that she did not train them properly.

They are obviously very smart. The eldest daughter is very good at drawing and is very talented. After working, she taught herself art. After completing her studies, she started working part-time as an illustration for others. The second daughter loves singing and writing. After working, she started writing online articles part-time. Later, the income is also good. If conditions permit, they can develop better.

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaojun became angry, angry at Lin Zhe, and angry at himself. Lin Zhe was angry at spending money lavishly. If he had any money, he would waste it or lend it to others. The money lent was never taken back.

He was also angry that he had no opinion. Lin Zhe just said whatever he said. He said that studying art was useless and singing had no future, so he listened. Apparently at that time, the teachers of the two children called specifically to talk about the children's talents. Well, if possible, we must cultivate it well.

She still remembers how her daughters said in an envious tone that their former classmates were not as talented as them and studied art, went to university and became teachers.

To put it bluntly, it’s because the family has no money.

If she was rich, she might not listen to him. Just let the children learn whatever they want.

Shen Xiaojun hugged her child and swore that since God allowed her to return to the year when she was 25 years old, she would make good money in this life, create good conditions for them, and raise the children well. Not to mention how good they can be, at least let them If you have a skill, your life will be easy and not so hard.

As for Lin Zhe...

If she trusts him again, she will be a stick!

She has already divorced once, the worst she can do is divorce again!