I am the celebration monster of Academy City

Chapter 68 As long as your life is better than mine, two in one

There are different encounters with each other, no matter what the reason is, it became the term SkillOut, which seems to be a long time ago.

In the end, there was no way to go back.Even if he feels self-defeating, just like what Hamazura Shiage said now, but relying on himself and his companions is still powerless.

Only people like Hamazura Shiage who have experienced that era and experienced that kind of powerlessness can understand that feeling.

Of course, there are people who choose to become SkillOut because they are addicted to violence, but we can't ignore those people who just want to temporarily escape everything that puts them under tremendous pressure, but when they realize it, there is no way to turn back.

"Then, at that time, the Great Venerable Master and the others appeared, smashing the life we ​​managed to maintain like a demon to pieces.

We, who were the biggest SkillOut in District [-] at that time, were defeated in a similar manner.But soon, we realized that that guy...was like a god. "

"god?"

"With just one person, he has achieved things that none of us can do. With only one person, he has made countless people return to themselves. They didn't care and even wanted to escape, but after escaping, they found that no matter what In the peaceful life that everyone wants to go back.

It also allows more people to pursue other pursuits besides ability levels, understand that the so-called life is not just about ability, and understand that even if you have no strength, you can do what you can. . "

He paused slightly, it seemed that it was the first time to talk about the thoughts in his heart with others, talking about some things that had settled in his heart for a long time but he had never talked to anyone, Hamazura Shiage was a little talkative.

However, after noticing that Kamijou Touma didn't show any bored expression, he breathed a sigh of relief and had the desire to continue talking.

"I can't remember the things in it, but the only thing that is still engraved in my heart is that we became heroes. At a certain moment, we, the bottom of Academy City, the mouse-like things, really became heroes. , something that we once envied really appeared in us."

Kamijou Touma still remembers things that Hamazura Shishang could not remember.But that was also by chance.

On that night, a person with a certain psychic ability quietly used his ability on all the participants, so that what happened that night was naturally and quickly forgotten by these participants.Kamijou Touma wouldn't have remembered it if it wasn't for an accident.

No matter when you think about it, you will feel that Yu Ganquan was too much at that time.

The so-called end at that time was nothing more than an end without a disease.But Kamijou Touma realized after Infinity Hell.

At that time, Kanizumi Yu also felt remorse in his heart, and also apologized madly to Misaka Mikoto.It's just that he... didn't dare to show it.

"It's hard to go into details about what happened after that. Anyway, it's the third battle in a blink of an eye. Takitsubo, Takitsubo, do you still remember?"

"Ah."

Kamijou Touma nodded quickly.He did still remember that it was a girl who looked quite weak.

"Takitsubo's body was eroded by a kind of poison, which can't be cured no matter what, at most it can only alleviate the symptoms. At that time, he was not in Academy City, and almost nothing could be done without Academy City's medical technology. Then I found Master Dazun. Master Dazun didn't say anything, and directly found a way to find someone to help Takitsubo solve the problem."

"Huh? Is it that simple?"

Hamazura Shishang said the first sentence was such a terrible symptom, but in the end it just got better.

This surprised Kamijou Touma a bit.He had never heard that Gan Quanyou's medical skills were so good.

If he is really that good, then he doesn't need to go to the hospital anymore, just relying on that guy Gan Quanyou can recover with full blood again and again.

"It wasn't the Grand Master who did it. It was a girl named Marianne..."

Speaking of this, Hamazura Shiage's expression became somewhat strange.He gritted his teeth and insisted on continuing the topic.

"Marian completely removed the toxins in Takitsubo's body, and completely turned Takitsubo back into an ordinary girl. Even for this, I will be grateful to the Great Master for the rest of my life."

"Marian..."

Kamijou Touma chewed on the name.

He didn't have much contact with the girl. He met a few times during World War III but never spoke.

During the Gremlin period, all eyes were on the relationship with Gan Quanyu and other things were ignored.

In the final battle against the world, it was Marian who came to his aid with Throwing Hammer and Kihara Kagun.

Even though Marianne said that this was what Yuu Omizu meant, Kamijou Touma really thanked Marianne for being able to help at that time.

And now by accident he realizes, somewhere he doesn't know, Gan Quanyou, or Marianne.Have you done so many things?

"Before that, after that, in short, there are countless similar things. If you say that the fellow, the Great Venerable Master, cheated me, I think there was.

I have felt similar feelings several times, but I have no proof.

But I don't resent or even blame the Great Master.Because in the end, I can always get fairly good results, and now I am standing here, and I have obtained everything that I could not obtain in the past.I believe this is the best arrangement. "

"You... think this is all arranged by that guy, Ayou?"

"I don't know the purpose of the Great Venerable Master, and what it is for, but I do have such a feeling."

Hamazura Shiage's expression was also a little bit complicated, but more determined as expected.

"Don't you feel that this kind of life that seems to be controlled by others is very awkward?"

"No. You made a mistake. I was not controlled by someone in my life, but was pushed onto this path by the Venerable Master. Thinking about it carefully, the Venerable Master appointed me to be an undercover agent from the very beginning... Damn, I slipped my tongue.

Forget it doesn't matter.At that time, I was so stupid as to die, I didn't think much about it at all. Looking back now, isn't it an imperial appointment?Sure enough, the Great Master thinks that I can do something, and only I can do it, so let me do it. "

Taking a deep breath, Hamazura Shiage let it out slowly with some emotion.

"Along the way, all the decisions, all the thoughts, belong to me. The Great Master just gave me the assistance and push I needed in the crucial places.

That's why I was able to do things that Hamazura Shiage, a punk, would never be able to do.If you resent the Great Master because of this, I think it is too heartless. "

"Then you still followed us to fight Ayou?"

Kamijou Touma refers to the mobilization prior to the battle in the Hawaiian Islands.

"Actually, my thoughts are a bit different from yours. That girl... is called Birdway, right? Didn't you realize that we are all related to the Grand Master?

And including you, including me, including Fanwai individual, Brunhilde and even herself, each of us actually represents a different relationship with the Great Master. "

In an instant, Kamijou Touma's pupils shrank suddenly.

"Although I agreed to the plan to act together, I deliberately acted alone and left Mugino and the others in Academy City.

Compared with the battle that was on the surface at that time, I actually want to confirm the thoughts and attitudes of the Great Master. I want to know what the Great Master wants to do.

Because I am a fool, I can't really see through the thoughts and purpose of the Great Master at any time, so I need to make sure. "

Hamazura Shiage, this guy who looks like an idiot on the surface, doesn't seem to think about anything, and usually makes a fool of himself because of his clumsiness, actually hides a more delicate mind than anyone else in his heart.

But this is not because of his natural character, but because he clearly knows his own nature, knowing that he is a worthless little bastard.

So it’s the same whether it was before or now. In the past, I tried my best to survive, and I tried my best.

And now, those who got it with great difficulty in order to maintain their own happiness are thinking desperately and considering all the possibilities in order to help more people get out of trouble while they are happy.

Is this spirit of contemplating everything rather than fighting with intuition and trust worthy of praise?

No one can give an answer, but it is true that Hamazura Shiage has been fighting like this until now.More brutal, but also innocent.

"In the Third World War, we acted together with the Great Master. In the eyes of the whole world at that time, the Great Master was the sinner who co-triggered the Third World War.

Even today, this evil cannot disappear.Indeed, purely talking about this aspect, I also admit that what the Great Master did was indeed wrong. "

Kamijou Touma realized that this person Hamazura Shiage did not simply judge based on the distance of the relationship or whether he was good or bad.He came to his own conclusion after clearly seeing certain truths or concepts.

"But in the end, it proved that the Great Master was not insane. He finally stopped the right fire from destroying the whole world. He also corrected the wrong four-element world, although I don't know what it is, right?

The standard of the Great Master is different from ours.If we say that our eyesight can only be focused on our eyes, then Great Master's eyesight has been placed on a larger place from the very beginning, on the scale of the whole world.What he considers and cares about is exactly those. "

"So, at that time, you thought that guy Ayou was repeating his old tricks? Compared with Ayou, who we all wanted to stop at that time, you were actually more suspicious of Birdway?"

"Well, I want to get certain information and intelligence from the Grand Master, and figure out what he is doing. If Birdway is the one with the evil intentions, I will immediately turn the finger on her."

"But the end result is that you are knocked down."

"Because I'm finally sure."

"Clam?"

"Make sure I'm not supposed to be there, not to be involved in that fight."

For Hamazura Shiage's statement, Kamijou Touma couldn't understand it. The two people seemed to start from a certain place, and the things they thought about became completely different.

Probably noticing the confusion and incomprehension on Kamijou Touma's face, Hamazura Shiage hurriedly explained.

"To put it simply, at that time, I only needed to live in Academy City with peace of mind, and I shouldn't be involved with you.

It's very simple, the night sea bird is still alive in Academy City even now.

We went to Hawaii together, but we were knocked down.That person, Great Master, is planning to do something extraordinary.

It's even so bad that we're all going to be blockers, so have to knock us down early to keep us from going any deeper.So I fought the Grand Master and was defeated. "

Saying so, Hamazura Shiage scratched his face in embarrassment.

"Speaking of it this way, it feels like I'm letting go, right? But in fact, I'm sure that even if I try my best, I won't be a match for the Great Venerable Master.

So it's better to try your best and be knocked down by the Great Master.Then there will be no situation where someone wants to use me to deliberately involve me in the incident. "

Kamijou Touma was speechless.Including him, including O'Reils, what they didn't realize until the end, it's hard to imagine that Hamazura Shiage had already realized it at the time of the incident in the Hawaiian Islands.

Would the result have been different if he hadn't been completely knocked out and still partially conscious at that time?

Kamijou Touma would inevitably think so.

But soon he realized that it was impossible, that guy Gan Quanyou couldn't be so sloppy.Hamazura Shiage would lie in the hospital for a long time no matter what.

"Pretending to say a lot, in fact, what I want to express is very simple. Great Venerable Master doesn't need to apologize to me at all. I didn't blame him at all. If you see Great Venerable Master, give me a message That's it. Then, if you can, can you ask me something?"

"What?" Kamijou Touma subconsciously asked.

"Ask Grand Master if he can untie the seal of my belt..."

With a bitter face, Hamazura Shiage took out an off-white belt from behind him.

"The function of my belt has been sealed by the Grand Master, so it can't be used at all. Now that the matter is over, the seal is unnecessary."

Seeing the belt that Hamazura Shiage was holding in his hand, Kamijou Touma suddenly felt the pain as if his heart had been torn apart by something, and his tears almost flowed down.

What a familiar belt, what a familiar magnetic card.

Once upon a time...he was also a man with a belt! !

Hamazura Shiage wasn't deprived of his transformation ability until the Hawaiian Islands, but he was sent directly as early as World War III.

Hamazura Shiage is only sealed, and there is still a chance to lift the seal.And his has long been crushed into slag by the fire on the right, and now he is buried in that corner of the Russian ice sheet.

Kamijou Touma didn't hurt so much when the belt was gone, the pain was when he had already forgotten it, but he was reminded of it because of this way.

Even more painful is the overly obvious contrast.

This is the so-called as long as you live better than me, I can't stand it.

Isn't Chapter 69 pretty good too?

Seeing Kamijou Touma's expression, Hamazura Shiage was a little terrified. He couldn't figure out why Kamijou Touma suddenly looked like he was about to cry when he saw his belt, and there was even some emotion in his eyes similar to hatred for the rich. .

This always gave Hamazura Shiage the illusion that Kamijou Touma would snatch the belt he had sent from his hand and throw it down the stairs.

Even though he knew it was an illusion, Hamazura Shiage still put away the transformation device a little timidly.

Kamijou Touma looked enviously at a transformation device as big as Admiral Hamazura Shi's, which disappeared after being pushed behind his back.

He didn't say it out loud, but he did silently chase after him in his heart: Back then... I was also a man who could pull out his belt from behind!

And now, even if Kamijou Touma digs something behind him, he can only dig out a loneliness.

Kamijou Touma didn't mean to share with Hamazura Shiage the story he had to tell about himself and the transforming device.

That's not because I'm really too ashamed.Good guy, is it embarrassing for the head-on and right-hand fire to be crushed?No shame, okay!

The reason Kamijou Touma didn't say anything was actually the result of consideration from the perspective of Hamazura Shiage.

Just like he was uncomfortable, he was also a transforming person, his transforming device was completely sent, but Hamazura Shiage's transforming device still had hope of being restored.

Similar present, different future.Hamazura Shiage, who has a better future, can't say anything right now.

It's better not to tell this shit from the beginning, so as not to increase troubles.

Twist the empty bottle after drinking it into a ball and throw it in the recyclable trash can.Kamijou Touma, who was thinking about how to change the subject, actually found a new one.

"By the way, Brother Hamazura, did you come here because you were attracted by the morning news?"

Kamijou Touma never expected to meet Hamazura Shiage in the Diamond Terrace from the very beginning, it was too coincidental.

In his opinion, Hamazura Shiage should be similar to himself, and he ran over on a whim after seeing the promotion of the diamond patio.

However, Kamijou Touma didn't expect that after he asked this question, Hamazura Shiage's expression became a little embarrassed.He looked away unconsciously, and said somewhat falteringly.

"That's about it."