I am the celebration monster of Academy City

Gan Quanyou sighed slightly.I spoke.

"Found the real you."

"Why do you still come to me, just leave it alone..."

It sounded like she was about to cry. While speaking, the girl had already buried her face between her legs, hiding her expression along with it.

I don't know if she doesn't want Gan Quanyou to see her current expression, or if she doesn't want to be seen ugly.

"Sure enough, I still can't leave it alone. From the first time I came in and saw that scene, I knew that I absolutely couldn't leave it alone."

Therefore, it is necessary to keep reopening for a while, even if it fails again and again, there is no hesitation.

The reason... is just to be able to come here earlier, even just a little bit, to find this real girl.

"If you are really happy, why do you hide here alone again? The wind here... is very strong..."

Although he said such words, Gan Quanyou looked at his completely soaked clothes and let out a silent wry smile.

"Hmm...my clothes are all wet so..."

Before Gan Quanyou could finish his words, in a blink of an eye, no matter whether it was his clothes, his body or his hair, they all looked dry.

Gan Quanyu, who was slightly stunned, couldn't help but chuckled and shook his head, took off his coat and put it on Shokuhou Misaki.

When Gan Quanyou put his coat on Shokuhou Misaki, he clearly noticed that Shokuhou Misaki's body trembled slightly.

Perhaps, even though I knew it would become like this, when it became a reality, I was still somewhat shaken deep in my heart.

The more Shokuhou Misaki was like this, the more guilt and anxiety Kanizumi felt.At such a time, saying that it was one's own fault has almost become meaningless to shout slogans.What's important is what to do when you know it's your fault.

Gan Quanyu, who sat down again, hesitated for a while, and finally stretched out his hand to hold Shokuhou Misaki's hand.

Unexpectedly, Shokuhou Misaki's hands were quite cold, as if he had completely lost the temperature.

Contrary to Shokuhou Misaki, Kanizumi Yuu's hands were suddenly dried like a small hand stove.

So Gan Quanyou put Shokuhou Misaki's small hand between his own hands, as if he could share his body temperature with Shokuhou Misaki.

Chapter 36 Don't do this kind of thing again

His own hand was held in the palm of Gan Quanyu, and Shokuhou Misaki subconsciously wanted to take it back.

But her little hand was tightly held by Gan Quanyou, how could she break free from Gan Quanyou's shackles at her level.

After several attempts and failed, Shokuhou Misaki still held her little hand with Yuu Kanizumi as if she had given up.

Sitting by the beach, the slightly cold sea breeze blew on the two of them, and the waves beat rhythmically on the beach, leaving a rustling sound.

Shokuhou Misaki didn't speak, and Kanizumi Yu didn't speak, the two of them just sat quietly by the beach.Shokuhou Misaki buried his face between his legs, while Kanizumi Yu looked at the distant strait.

About here, about Shokuhou Misaki, about myself, in fact, there is no need to say too much at all.In other words, Gan Quanyou's ability to appear here has already got the answer to some extent.

When he was thrown into the sea for the first time by the boy who was exactly like himself, when he sank under the waves, Gan Quanyou noticed that there seemed to be something on the bottom of the sea.But at that time, before he had time to dive back into the sea to observe, he was sent flying out again.

Then, the second reminder to Gan Quanyou was the fact that he was killed.

Don't forget, this is Shokuhou Misaki's mental image world. Even though Shokuhou Misaki herself is not conscious, her subconscious mind has already realized that the person standing here is Kanizumi Yu.

It wasn't Yusho Kanizumi's shameless bragging, he was more or less confident. If it was Shokuhou Misaki himself standing there, it didn't matter how badly he was beaten. After all, people with superpowers also have tempers.

No matter what, I will not be "killed".But in the end, he was really killed.

This is why Gan Quanyou felt unbelievable at the time.

Of course being killed is not a bad thing, at least let Gan Quanyou confirm that not only the boy who looks exactly like himself is a guy, but also the Shokuhou Misaki who is with that boy is also a fake.

No, it may be a bit too much to say fakes, and they are called projections, and ideal projections may be more accurate.

Just as Gan Quanyu was troubled by these things, so was Shokuhou Misaki.

Everyone is not a stupid guy, everyone is a smart person, including Shokuhou Misaki, including Gan Quanyu, and the current situation is caused by them together.

How can we untie this complex and intractable knot?I don't know, Gan Quanyu doesn't know, and Shokuhou Misaki doesn't know either.

It is precisely because of this that the pure ideal state can only give Shokuhou Misaki a momentary pleasure, and she will soon be able to realize the real situation.

This is why Utgaroch thinks that he can only trap Shokuhou Misaki for a limited time.But the fact is the opposite. The fact is that Shokuhou Misaki hasn't woken up until now.

She neither indulged in ideal illusions nor returned to reality, but hid here, on this beach with only memories and wind and sand.Still turning from loneliness into a windbreaker, wrapping up all my fears.

Xiao Qi said that she always felt that the repeated beach scene was like a cutscene CG of some kind of game, which was exactly the case.

This beach and that beach are one and the same.That side keeps repeating itself is the ideal, happy world.

On this side, there is a young girl sitting here alone, constantly watching the scene of happiness.As if, as long as this is enough, as if, as long as this is enough.

Shokuhou Misaki watched from one side to the other side and kept replaying the drama that was being played.Similarly, from the stage on that side, the only audience in the auditorium on this side can actually be seen.

Thinking about it carefully, is it really just an accident that Gan Quanyou fell into the sea water?Is it the girl's unconscious reminder, or is she consciously asking for help?

Fighting again and again, fighting countless times, Kanizumi Yu didn't want to kill the boy who was like himself, and didn't want to make Shokuhou Misaki next to that boy recognize him and think of him.

All he did was to send a message to Shokuhou Misaki here - I'm coming to you, open the door for me.

After repeating it countless times, finally, my message was finally delivered to Shokuhou Misaki.It can be used as the last resistance, and it can also be said to be reserved, it is the frozen sea.

The ocean is the door.The ice layer is the door lock.

Without any hesitation or hesitation, Gan Quanyou broke open the door and came here, and came to the girl's side.

Say, I finally found you.

"So, can you go back with me? Or do you plan to continue to be willful?"

"So what if I want to be willful."

The girl who buried her face between her legs made a muffled sound.It's like being angry, "I just want to be like this, what can you do with me, and who are you?"

The corners of Gan Quanyou's mouth curled up slightly.

"If I want to be willful, then I will be a little bit willful."

"You want to drag me out?"

"No, I think the scenery here seems to be pretty good, so I might as well look at the sea here more. Until I see you hate it."

"Uh..." Again, there was no sound.It took a long time to remember the slight voice, and the girl who buried her face between her legs looked sideways at the boy who was sitting beside her, holding her hand in his palm as if she would disappear if she was not careful. .

With a tacit understanding, the boy withdrew his gaze and looked at her as well.

What fell in the boy's eyes was a girl with red eyes who seemed to have cried.Her long, honey-colored hair fell disheveled over her face, falling from her eyes.

However, even so, the girl does not feel the slightest embarrassment. Even so, she still has a heart-pounding and soul-stirring beauty.That is the beauty that I feel pity for, and I can't help but want to protect it when it makes people fall in love.

The moment the eyes of the two collided, the girl subconsciously wanted to withdraw her gaze and hide herself again.

But she bit her lips tightly, as if she was not reconciled to why she was the only one who had to be timid, and looked at the boy again, bravely meeting his gaze.

There was a very relaxed smile on the boy's face, as if he finally got his wish.

He raised one hand and stretched it out in front of the girl, wanting to tidy up the girl's messy hair.

But the girl grabbed his wrist before his hand fell.

There was only seriousness in those charming eyes, and the hand holding the young man trembled slightly, revealing the deepest timidity in the young girl's heart.

"No... don't do this kind of thing..."

The girl's voice was also trembling, but even so she was holding on.

"Stop doing such disturbing things..."

Tears slid down the cheeks.

"Even watching that over and over again, there is a voice deep inside that keeps reminding me that it's not real, that it's just an illusion.

Even if it is repeated ten thousand times, it is meaningless, and the actual distance will not be even one step closer.But I...but I still have to admit, I still miss you..."

Chapter 37 Scattered flowers are becoming charming eyes

The boy still had that relaxed smile on his face.However, the corners of his slightly raised mouth were also trembling slightly.

No one can remain indifferent at this time, so the explanation that can be obtained is that this so-called relaxed smile is just a fake, it is a smile that can be used when one does not know what expression to express.

"It's okay, I don't know how many people have said that I am a scumbag, even I have such a self-consciousness."

"It's not like that!! It's not like that..."

The boy's self-mockery was exchanged for the girl's roar.She seemed to be accusing something, and said loudly as if she was scolding someone.

"If it's really a scumbag, that's fine!! If it's really a scumbag, it's impossible to maintain this dilemma until now. If it's really a scumbag, I'll be disappointed in you long ago Ah!! If you are really a scumbag...if you...are not a scumbag...how wonderful..."

The wrist was held, but the raised hand fell down.

For some reason, there was a little more loneliness in that seemingly relaxed smile.

"Actually, there's something I haven't told you all this time."

Pointing at his boy with a smile, he spoke in as relaxed a tone as possible.

"Don't look at me like this, I'm actually in my 20s, and that's not counting the years, which means that under this young body is actually an old man, hahaha."

"Is that kind of thing important..."

"Uh……"

"Or, do you want to say that's why you like the so-called big sister? Is that why you dismiss us?"

"Uh……"

"Actually, it's not like this. You don't like any kind of person at all. You just always feel that you don't have the right to like and love anyone."

"Uh..." The smile on that face disappeared, and the boy looked at the sea level in the distance again, and looked at the strait on the other side of the sea level.He sighed deeply.

"Really, you are too clever, Cao Qi."

"Actually...it doesn't matter."

"Ah, I know. In fact, I knew it from the beginning, but it's not your problem, it's my own problem. It's me who has never been able to get over that hurdle."

Does this girl really know what happened outside, what happened after the incident in the Hawaiian Islands?

really clear?Mostly, I don’t know at all.However, nothing was mentioned about what happened in the Hawaiian Islands, nothing about what happened after him, and nothing about why Gan Quanyou appeared here.

Because those are boring things, things that don't need to get to the bottom of it.

For this girl, for two people, what they are talking about now is the most important thing.

"Actually... until now, I have been confused, not knowing what to do. You can scold me for being promiscuous, you can also say that I have no bottom line, and you can even say that I am a useless and cumbersome Asahi.

But sure enough, seeing you, seeing your painful and sad looks, I always feel that I have to do something, I have to do something.That's probably why it's bothering you. "

Probably, this is the first time I mentioned this to others, and it was the first time I expressed my deepest thoughts.

Although only the girl is listening here, the important thing is not who is listening to this problem, but the boy himself has really put this problem in front of him, no longer choosing to escape, but preparing to face it and solve it question.

A ring of infinite hell, in order to torture Ganquanyu, Othinus created a world of fragrance and terror for Ganquanyu.

Even though the world went completely berserk in the end, it still highlighted the essence of the problem.

It is impossible to continue to procrastinate like this.Even if it can't be as terrible as in the infinite hell, but look at the essence regardless of the phenomenon, continuing to procrastinate is all harm to each other.

Not addressing the problem is just covering it up and making it even scarier when it explodes.

Therefore, from that time on, Gan Quanyou felt that he had to face this problem directly, and he probably had to solve this problem.Even if he doesn't know what to do, even if he knows that there is no absolutely perfect ending.

"It's not... bothering..."

This time, it was the girl who took the initiative to let go of the boy's hand, and she took the initiative to let go of this hand that she could not grasp in the past no matter what.

This means that she has opened the distance between the two of them.

This is not some kind of dashing from the finish line to the starting point.Instead, she understood, understood that this young man had changed from being passive to being active. As the most critical link among all, he finally started to take the initiative, and began to try to untie this unsolvable link.

After he finally wanted to take action, including her and others, they didn't have to make that kind of proactive attack anymore.

There is no need to force, no need to express, and even no need to try to get closer.The minds between each other have long been understood and can no longer be understood.

All we have to do now is wait.

Pull away the distance between each other, wait, wait for an ending to be finally given.

Even if that may be the end of his own failure.Even if it may be reconciled.